
What it
means to be diagnosed with epilepsy
A diagnosis of epilepsy, either for
yourself, your partner or for someone you care for can,
without doubt, be distressing news. While some people are
relieved to learn what is causing their “blackouts”, “turns”
or “peculiar feelings”, a diagnosis of epilepsy is not what
they were hoping to hear.
In fact some people find epilepsy an
especially difficult diagnosis to accept. They would rather
not know they had epilepsy. Some go into denial; they just
can’t believe that the doctor got it right. They may be
aware that they have had a few ''turns” or "blackouts" but
never attributed it to epilepsy. Nor does it help that many
people can't remember having a seizure other than becoming
aware of an injury or some muscle soreness when they have
recovered.
There is a lot of information to absorb
once you have learned that you are dealing with epilepsy.
The purpose of this web site is to help you come to terms
with epilepsy and to ensure it has the most minimal impact
possible on your life. In many cases seizures can be
controlled totally – however for some this can take time and
patience. Whatever your circumstances you need a good
understanding of what is happening to you, and your doctor
or health practitioner is the first person you need to
consult. An epilepsy counsellor, available through your
local epilepsy association, will be able to help you sort
through the various issues that may arise and to answer many
of the questions that will keep occurring to you.
The truth is, that despite its prevalence
in the community, epilepsy remains a poorly understood
condition. Few people in the community can tell you exactly
what epilepsy is and even they are often unaware that
serious seizures need not involve convulsions or “fits”.
Few people seem to know or understand the
measures that can be used to help get people through the
difficult times caused by their epilepsy. Fortunately there
are people who know about epilepsy and how to minimise its
impact on your life. Your local epilepsy association,
established by people in your state or territory, ensures
that help is available if, and when, you need it.
In the process of getting to know about
epilepsy you will actually learn quite a lot. Epilepsy will
challenge you to put what you have learned into practice so
that you can minimise or even eradicate the negative impact
of this condition. But more of that later.
If it is your own epilepsy that has
brought you to this web site, depending on your age, your
personal circumstances and your general health, the
diagnosis will raise many questions for which you will want
answers.
You will of course want to know how to
bring seizures under control and, if possible, to rid them
from your life. Some people wonder if they'll grow out of
it, or get over it, like so many other illnesses that just
run their course. Some wonder if they should tell other
people. What effect will it have on relationships including
sexual relationships? And what about having children or
continuing to work in your chosen occupation or to study or
exercise or participate in any number of activities that we
all take for granted until something like this comes along?
Your personal safety and that of those in
your care becomes an issue. How can you go about the life
you had, or the one you were planning to have, in the face
of epilepsy? The list of possible questions from people with
epilepsy is a long one and Epifile will try to provide you
with sensible, honest answers for many of them.
If you are caring for someone with
epilepsy – a child, a parent, a friend, a partner – there
will be a whole range of similar questions. In fact you will
be in a better position to answer some of the questions that
are raised because you, rather than the person having the
seizures, is the one who witnesses what happens. Epifile has
been written for you as well.
Epifile will get you up to speed on
epilepsy, so that you understand what you are and are not
dealing with. You are not, for example, dealing with a
mental illness. Nor are you dealing with any form of psychic
or spiritual phenomenon – even if you sometimes experience a
sense of déjà vu or prescience that amazes you. What you are
dealing with is a neurological chronic illness with major
social ramifications.
Everyone
has a seizure threshold
Plainly put, everyone has a seizure
threshold and, with the right amount of stimulation or
provocation, can be made to cross over it. In other words we
can all experience seizures under certain “provoked”
circumstances.
Our brains contain over 100,000,000,000
[that’s one hundred thousand million] neurons or nerve
cells. Millions of these connect with each other all day
long sending and receiving messages. It’s called thinking,
but it also involves those things you do without thinking,
things you do automatically like walking or accurately
finding your mouth with the coffee cup. Or writing a note
without thinking about how you are holding the pen or
forming the letters, thinking only of what you’re wanting to
write down. Your brain is a very busy place.
The electrochemical processes involved in
all this brain activity are regulated by a number of
different mechanisms. If for any reason our neurons are
impeded in their functioning, for even a very short time,
the messages being transmitted and received will be affected
and the result may be a seizure.
We all can become so tired and sleep
deprived at times in our lives that we can’t even think of
the last thing we were thinking about. Our mind starts going
blank on us. In epilepsy it does a complete crash. We may
lose consciousness altogether or consciousness may be
impaired momentarily – not functioning fully.
External events can provoke us to have a
seizure. But when seizures are unprovoked, when they happen
of their own accord, whenever and wherever, and they happen
on a recurring basis, then we are looking at epilepsy.
Epilepsy is one of the most common
chronic illnesses in the world today. Even on the most
conservative estimates, over 50 million people currently
have epilepsy, compared for example to 2½ million people
with MS. In other words at least 20 times more people have
epilepsy as have MS. In fact as many as 100 million people
have epilepsy for a period in their lives – and even more
will have the experience of seizures when you take into
account the seizures occurring with other health conditions
like diabetes. But none of that is really a comfort. Even
knowing that many of these millions of people live their
lives in pretty much the same way as those who have no
experience of seizures, it doesn’t quite fix the problems
facing you now that your own diagnosis has been confirmed.
Many people with epilepsy will have their
seizures under control within a year of their diagnosis.
Others take a little longer. By two years out from diagnosis
around 70% of people have gained seizure control. This
leaves a significant number of people who don't achieve good
seizure control, and it is only natural to wonder if you
will find yourself in that group.
Sometimes people don’t get on top of
their seizures because they simply don’t do the things that
need to be done, or because they don’t quite understand what
is required of them. We are hopeful that Epifile will
provide you with meaningful information and practical
strategies to help you understand your epilepsy and manage
your seizures.
Epifile is a resource. So are you. And so
is your doctor, your pharmacist, your epilepsy counsellor
and anyone else who can help you stay focussed on managing
this condition called epilepsy rather than having it the
other way around with your epilepsy managing you.
For most
of human history epilepsy has been misunderstood
Based on the rather conservative figures
used above and quoted by groups like the World Health
Organisation, the fact is that hundreds of thousands of
Australians will experience epilepsy in their lives. Despite
this we, as a community, generally know very little about it
and a good deal of that is incorrect and unhelpful.
We may have occasionally come across it
in a book or magazine, heard about it in the media, or seen
it in a film. It’s even possible that we may have seen
someone having a seizure. Even so, reliable information
covering the wide spectrum of the epilepsies that occur is
not readily available. Even on the internet, where epilepsy
sites abound – like just about everything else – a lot of
the information is out of date or simply incorrect. It is
staggering how many health sites, some of them linked to
reputable institutions or government, either do not cover
the topic of epilepsy or do so with outdated and potentially
harmful information.
"Ignorance is the greatest ally of fear and it is the fear
of epilepsy which causes people to treat those with it as
different"
- Roy Beran, neurologist
Epilepsy has been observed throughout history. Because it is
“episodic”, it is not visible until a seizure suddenly
occurs. It is therefore unlike most other chronic health
conditions where people are ill in the usual ways we expect
ill people to be. People with epilepsy can, in fact, be very
well – right up until they begin to have a seizure. It is
therefore easy to understand how a sudden seizure, coming
"out of the blue", can frighten people.
Throughout history people have been
frightened by all kinds of illness and have often tried to
explain them away by talking about being chosen by the gods
or possessed by demons. For epilepsy this has been an
enduring problem. A seizure, especially if it involves
convulsions, is a very dramatic looking event and if it
involves altered consciousness without a convulsion it can
appear as very peculiar behaviour. It looks like something
has temporarily taken over the person having the seizure.
This has been exacerbated by the
reference in Christian Scripture to a young man having a
convulsive seizure in a public place. The crowd was quite
alarmed. Jesus Christ is reported to have asked the young
man’s father how long this had been occurring and the father
replied that it had started when he was a young boy. In
other words, “early onset epilepsy” as we might label it
nowadays. But they didn’t have words back then like
“epilepsy” or “neurology” or “paediatric medicine”. People
gasped and fled or picked up rocks or prayed harder than
usual. Jesus is reported to have told the father that this
kind of “possession” was one of the hardest to live with.
We’ve heard that story a dozen times.
What always impresses us about the actions of the man called
Jesus was that he went to see if he could assist. He did so
by remaining calm, talking to the boy’s father, and helping
them on their way. While it is not a spectacular story, it
is one that has been repeated again and again throughout
history with the wrong message often being taken from it.
Every culture seems to have had its
"beliefs" about epilepsy and those who experienced seizures
were often hidden – shunned by society in every way. As far
back as 400BC Hippocrates put forward a radical idea that
the events we now call seizures originated from within the
brain. He reasoned that it was not helpful to treat the
person experiencing the seizures with religious mumbo jumbo
or magic, but instead advocated the use of diet and
medicines.
Misunderstanding, fear and mistreatment
of people with epilepsy continued right up to the 21th
Century. It was only in the latter stages of the last
century that a clearer and more useful understanding of
epilepsy emerged, and with it came a range of treatments
that finally offered most people the chance to live
seizure-free.
For those diagnosed with epilepsy today,
the future is much brighter and offers far better prospects
than at any time in history. Nevertheless the journey from
the first unexplained episode to a definitive diagnosis of
epilepsy can be an extremely stressful and anxious time.
As we said earlier, a diagnosis of
epilepsy raises many questions. What causes it? Can it be
cured? How long is it going to be necessary to take
medication? What other treatments are available? Can it be
outgrown? What will happen with work? Is driving a car still
allowed? Is it safe to have children? Is it hereditary? Does
it kill people? Can it cause brain damage? Is there help
available to get through it?
The point is that we don’t usually have
all the questions when we are first diagnosed. And when we
do have a question, we aren’t always sitting in a
specialist’s office or with an epilepsy counsellor on the
other end of the telephone.
Sometimes we will have asked the question
and thought we understood the answer only to realise later
on that we need to ask that question again. Epifile is meant
to help you with all of this. Not only does it set out to
answer a host of questions; it also tells you how to get
further answers to questions not specifically dealt with
here.